I was so looking forward to spending the summer with them. SO SO SO! Instead, I've decided to take 8-10 credits over my "break" and graduate a semester early. Why? I'm not sure if it's stupid yet, and probably won't know until I've actually done it, but at this point if feels like a no-brainer. The classes are easier, 2 classes are done in 1 WEEK!, and I'll be able to get the fuck out of there. Seriously. I can't live like a student anymore. It's my 27th birthday this year, and I cannot imagine waiting until I'm 28 to actually get my license and start practicing. I've been doing this shit since I was 23. It's taking forever! I want to get this show on the road.
That means another 3 months of not seeing the dog and the husband. No wonder she's so attached to him.
I am thrilled about spending a weekend at the end of May at Fitgers (we have a 2 for 1 coupon for being member of MPR-Sweet). I love Duluth in the spring-and Dustin's band is playing with a group called Too Many Banjos (?) and a magician (Gob Bluth?) at Luce. As long as I'm able to walk by the lake and shop and have brunch and bloody mary's on Sunday morning-I'm happy. The week after that I'll be starting all over again. I just have to hold onto the things I'm looking forward to and attempt to put a positive spin on the things I'm not. Sometimes, I think I'm crazy when I see other people with jobs and lives and no school debt. FUCK! I guess I just wouldn't know any other way to live. Even if it's totally dumb.
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